NewFoundLife

Came to a realization.

I miss school. alot.
I miss being around all my friends, the social aspect of drugs is not quite the hype it’s made out to be, and it changed my aspect on life, completely.
You don’t realize how many friends you’ll lose because of it, and it’s taken me years to realize this. I’m starting to come to terms with the decisions I made, but more importantly the outcome of the decisions. You lose so much, but at the same time you gain a lot too.

I’ve given a lot of thought to returning to school.
Now I’ve had this thought many times, usually I brush it off quickly with another blunt, but lately the more I think about it, the more possible it becomes.
For instance, at the beginning of the summer I had the option to go back to school,
live the life all of my friends seemingly went along living, and be of the norm again.
But again, I decided I was ‘too mature’ for school, I didn’t have the time for it. Of course, there’s no such thing as ‘too mature’ for education, and I’m slowly beginning to wrap my mind around that thought also.

Granted, when your getting paid everyday, living the life everyone who’s in school wants to live, you don’t give a damn about school, education, or the friends your losing. But once you come down off that never ending ‘high’, you begin to realize how much your life has changed, and how much you have missed.

I think it’s time for change, change that’s very overdue.

-jheb